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9:41 p.m. - 2007-10-04 But then things are normal, mostly, and you pick at little things, physically or mentally or conversationally. Or you dream of the things you wish you had...more friends, a boyfriend, a different girlfriend, a big house, a bigger paycheck, a nicer boss, less debt, the amazing new vaccuum cleaner, a dog, a closer relationship with your sister, the knowledge of what you are supposed to do with your life. I think maybe the one thing I want is to learn to appreciate every little wonderful thing I have, and to ignore the little stupid things that annoy me or the things I want someday. That is what I want. And I also want Amy to know that I appreciate her letting me vent my neurotic crazies to her even though she is under an enormous amount of stress in her own life. It's nice to have a lady around who doesn't think I'm weird. |